fack.i made an appointment with the spine specialist, maybe he'll be able to fix me.
if that works, maybe i can start fixing my head, too.
i'm just so fucking tired of hurting.
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8.7.09"Tell me a story" I said, smiling and settling back onto my perch, almost eye level. ""I'll have to think about it" he says, eyes downcast. "I'm not as original as I'd have you believe. Truth becomes fallacy and I question my perception.""As do I" I shrug, comprehending this gap in understanding, this knack and talent for understatements. Silence. "Okay, I've got one" he says, smiling his half smile and for once meeting my eyes. "There once was a child who spent her days watching the stars and her nights chasing the sun. She had the desire to catch the moon and she spoke only in riddles. She told me to lock my dreams in the tower b8.7.09
by ~SilveRReleasE
Yo Quiero BeberYo quiero beber from the well of life, and maybe find the answer to eternal youth maybe find a solution to the weariness in my bones. Yo quiero beber you in. I want to breathe in your essence, understand your inner workings and remove the hurt from your eyes; find a way to make you smile maybe you can be happy maybe I can too. maybe. maybe. maybe. Yo quiero beber someYo Quiero Beber
of what you're drinking because you seem to be feeling
the effects much more than I. Yo quiero beber myself to an early grave a
by ~SilveRReleasE
FlounderingI'm waiting for something and I don't know what I know that something is missing, or broken, and I'm lacking the equipment that is required to mend these broken pieces. Look, I can't do what is expected if I have no idea what that is. I'm floundering with a lack of purpose and I need some direction. Look, I'm standing in front of you, hoping for acknowledgment and finding no recognition in your eyes. I'm standing, listless and lost, in a crowded room. Look,Floundering
I bring you stories, scraps, and words, trying to get a reaction, and receiving
by ~SilveRReleasE
Stop.Stop. I want you to stop what you are doing.Stop.
I mean really stop.
Not just pause, stop using your hands, and make it look like you're paying attention,
while in your mind you're thinking about
what to do next. I mean Stop. Now Look. I want you to look at me. I mean really look. Not at the me you remember,
or the one you think you know. Don't look at me and see what you want to, Do not overlook my flaws and pretend they don't exist. Look.
Now
Listen. I want you to listen to me. I mean really listen. No
by ~SilveRReleasE
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New Found LoveTo scared to tell you how I feel inside Afraid to show you all the things I hide Is this love that I feel. I breakdown and cry Spend my days wondering how you make me high I'm so thrilled to have you by my side I'm so scared I won't treat you right It's just like all the comments they have to say About all the things they don't seeNew Found Love
I look around at what I used to know Deep inside I knew time would change us though New friends, new life, new love for you The complicated things I can't ever say to you Heart locked up...Your holding the key Told me to be what I
by *powerman519
What Else Can I sayIf every word I say is true All that shit I can't say I do Take every breath out of my limbs There it goes again Beat it out of me one more time This agony goes undesiredWhat Else Can I say
If you ever go Swear to god I'll let you know Don't feed me anymore lies Never gave me that last goodbye
Ill save the last bite for you Please shut up and let me grow Inside my life suddenly screams All this pain I seem to gain Spare your pity for a dime Can't ever make you bleed
Speak to you it's so untrue Everything you say I already knew
Is all
by *powerman519
and can you just imaginei'm writing so many love poems but each word just doesn't explain what i'm feelingand can you just imagine
about you
i can't believe i prefer walking under perfect rain clouds just because i can't bear unable to listen to the sound of your heart-soothing
voice
would you believe me if i told you that i enjoy walking on tight-rope emotions and meeting the destination instead of falling will upset me?
i just can't believe you lit my heart with a match and moist rain drops simply won't help because somebody told me i should let my heart keep &nbs
by ~IllusionaryG
this probably isn't about youthis probably is about how the sun was on the opposite side of the sky when i woke up this morning. and how my name looks wrong every time i write it until it's gotten to the point that i'm not even sure how to spell it. it's about how everything has been flying out of my control so that i can't remember how to walk without making a sound. or how to hold on to the edges when my vision gets too blurry. this is almost certainly about how you live one and three fourth miles to the north of me, but i forgot and slept facing the south last night so now i just feel like i turned my back on you.this probably isn't about you
but really, this isn't about you.
by ~paperheartsyndrome
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| .. I can't stand labels. It's too fucking hard now anyways to find any truth. I'm a writer and the fate of my universe relies in the truth of my pen. My closet used to be the most comfortable place in the entire world. My friends mean the world to me. I will do anything to help them out. Music is my life. I'm not afraid of having a good time, so don't try to tie me down. It won't work. .. .. Broken promises lead to broken hearts. If you fuck with my head you'll get my fist in your face. I might be turning into my sister, but at least it's the side of me that will stand up and fight. .. .. I'm kind of fucked up, my apologies. .. |
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- Current Residence: where i was before, and back again
- Favourite movie: boondock saints, the crow, requiem for a dream
- Favourite band or musician: tool, nirvana, disturbed, kittie, and the spill canvas
- Favourite genre of music: changes day to day
- Favourite artist: van gogh
- Favourite poet or writer: sylvia plath, janet fitch
- Favourite photographer: whoever can take good pictures
- Favourite style of art: written word
- MP3 player of choice: mine.
- Favourite cartoon character: meatwad
- Personal Quote: i'm still trying to figure that one out.
- Tools of the Trade: pen, notebook, and smokes
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Water is fluid, soft, and yielding. But water will wear away rock, which is rigid and cannot yield. As a rule, whatever is fluid, soft, and yielding will overcome whatever is rigid and hard. This is another paradox: what is soft is strong.-lao tzu
AHAHAHA I liked your head! LOL!!! eeewwwww
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Water is fluid, soft, and yielding. But water will wear away rock, which is rigid and cannot yield. As a rule, whatever is fluid, soft, and yielding will overcome whatever is rigid and hard. This is another paradox: what is soft is strong.-lao tzu
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Water is fluid, soft, and yielding. But water will wear away rock, which is rigid and cannot yield. As a rule, whatever is fluid, soft, and yielding will overcome whatever is rigid and hard. This is another paradox: what is soft is strong.-lao tzu
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Water is fluid, soft, and yielding. But water will wear away rock, which is rigid and cannot yield. As a rule, whatever is fluid, soft, and yielding will overcome whatever is rigid and hard. This is another paradox: what is soft is strong.-lao tzu
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All sapient beings evade what evolution shaped [them] for. --Larry Niven
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All I can say is:
I'm glad I gave you something.
I tried to give you everything.
You never gave me anything.
I am okay leaving with nothing.
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Do not go gentle into that good night,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
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"It tastes like soap but it doesn't really taste like soap
And then i lower in my whole mouth and take a gulp
...and start to feel mortality surround me" - regina spektor
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Do not go gentle into that good night,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
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